DREAM:)

peeps:) i actually dreamt abt him O.o he's funny and nice but he's engaged.better dun think rot cuz i treated him like an older bro:) we play ard sometimes..he like science too,just like me n many more:)we do sometime exchange glances n he do sometimes freak me out wth tat small eyes==we both hv this playful n mischevious side0.o i admit i like him?lol.back to the subject.the dream was sort of like variety show.LOL. LIKE AN OUTINGo.o so appArently,he n ms teo was our teachers.so yeap.we were suppose to solve this puzzle on where ms teo live.so yeap.i solved the first part of it,on which floor she live in.FLOOR 16.then i guessed the next one.i dunno wat it stands for.but it's 62161.lol.THOSE teachers STALKERS! U can go try ur luck.haha.i dunno whether it's relible too.but no harm trying right? so right,i solved the puzzle n i escape the punishment.haha.was doing somersault when he said my ans was correct!hohoho.he spoke to my left ear.lol n so,i get to eat a nice lunch while waiting for the punishment to be brought on to my classmate.lol.like a survival game liddat.haha.BUT right, according to psycologists hor,if u dream of someone,they are thinking of u 0.o i wonder if he really did think of me while i was hving a dream:) well,good though,i havent had this kind of dreams lately for most of them were future dreams one.like firetelling dreams:)

10.12.2011

it wqas suppose to be a happy day.i was looking forward towards seeing the esclispe but a word from them,spoils my mood.i was happy even though i had a little dificulty breathing tdy.my mum warned me to stay away from the dog.wat can i do?i called my dad to tell him my puff was running out and he started lashing out at me.what can i do?now i had finished eating my ice cream with my uncle,still enjoying the aftertaste while holding the dog,my mum came home with my dad.i wasnt happy the moment they open their mouth and started talking.what can i do? im looking for trouble if i started talking back.so i went to the back to wash the dishes.then that idiotic guy went to start lashing out at me again n saying it was the final warning.what can i do? i ignored n continued washing.then i went back to take my phone,jelly looking at me with her worried eyes,lowering her head upon seeing me.that feeling i got.i held it back.then here comes that mum saying all those things abt jelly being given away and blah blah blah.n i broke down,going upstairs n not talking.what can i do? jelly was adopted under their name.their the so-called owners.who was the closest to jelly?it was me.i played with her,did things with her n learned many things from her.but what can i do if they wants to give her away?it was hopeless totally hopeless.they knew jelly was my achilles heel,they used her to make me work on my skin and asthma n it succeeded.now just cuz i made a call to my dad saying my inhaler was running out n telling my mum i had a bit of dificulty brething.they used her to threaten me.fuck off

Dream..

i had a harry porter dream.cool huh.but in my case,it wasnt completely a harry porter dream,well,close.i was feeling really adventurous n there,when i woke up,i found myself feeling the coolness of the breeze,wishing i could be held closely to him.to feel security.well,at that moment,my mind was in USA or somewhere in the northen hemisphere.there goes,geography.hai..

Malacca

Came back from the church trip to malacca.quite boring actually,wasn't really looking forward but well,it was okay anyway.few things that were revolving around me the past few days over there was just plainly;farting,eating,sleeping,bathing,peeing n pooping.haha.quite straightforward but that what I mainly did for the past days.sleeping like a pig the moment my hair was drying up while watching movies.lol.the only fun part was crossing the road,holding hands with one another,running to avoid the cars on the road.that the part I love most,dangerous yet fun.we visited some places near the hotel,came upon this church.peaceful was the word I could only say.Well,nth much to add though.there's one thing! The road is damn bumpy sia.I wonder how in the earth did the residents cope with the road.sian.

USA

Damn,another friend of my is leaving for USA in 19 days== sobs..given my situation now, when can I even get to go USA?! She gets to study there too,meet the boys,go on dates! Geez. Or maybe even meeting Taylor lautner! God damn.I wAnt to exchange my life with hers so I could enjoy== or shall I join kyriel at oregon?! Winter is arriving over there and here am I,in this pathetic country where it's monsoon right now.I don't care le,I'm gonna earn lots of money and emigrate overseas! Somewhere.. where peace is the common word,love the priority and work the routine. Although I'm leaving for malacca in a few hours time,I'm so not really looking forward.not interesting huh.it can be a good break for me though,a time for my DNA tobe repaired.well,I shall see how interesting it can get..see you soon on Monday==

Damn.

I haven't been sleeping well.I would just scratch from midnight till the day breaks.now my skin is a damn,my mum n dad had hinted to me that I'd better get my skin back to normal otherwise,off my doggie she must go:( I love her much as I love my family.she was the only friend in this house whom understands what's goin on. Ever since she came into my life,she was a extremely great companion. Who plays with me,make me laugh,cry and so much more. Thruthfully,there's isn't one of my family members could do so to me.every time I got home,she would be just right there,stretching,wagging her tail at me. I was falling into a maze of love which I had tried not to fall too deep for I know she could be gone any minute. I gotta cherish her.I can't let her go into another home again. She has suffered hunger,loneliness in the hand of her previous owner.she had to overcome the trauma she had after almost knocking down by a car,alone.now she's going to go to anothe family becuz of me,my skin.that damn skin of mine.I'm goin to work by hard to get my skin back into it's original shape so she wouldn't have to leave.well,I hope so. But just u wait,I'll prove how much she mean to me.u'll doin a terrible sin just to separate me and her. Who was to blame for that damn skin?I never wanted to be borned like this. I used to CRY every time wate touches that damn skin but now, I won't cry,not in front of u. U said u could read my mind,but no,u don't.u don't understand ur daughter at all,or so.this doggie whom u adopted,mean so much to me,she gave me lots of which u couldn't do it.
just u wait...

story writing:D

i'm currently writing a story abt angels:)hope it turn out well:D

Dell cell

apparently,this guy was friendly first,
then he slowly reveal his motive for adding me.
this guy is totally a sicko
ask ppl to take off their shirt for money
but dear cell,u're destroying their pride.
money,even though im in need of money
dosent mean i would do such things:)
so my ans for u is a NO:D
THKS FOR UR UNDERSTANDING.

모욕한.

소음에서 깨어난,
나는 소음 누가 궁금해.
, 간신히 - 깨어있는 단어를 듣고
나는 단어가 모욕 발견했습니다.
내가 우는 이유를 모르겠어요
나중에 내가 모욕을 느꼈다
수영, 그것이 예전처럼 도움이 나던
에 대한 내가 모욕을 느낍니다.
둘 ...
사실은 이후
청각 손실, ezema, 천식, 눈 문제
내 또래처럼 평범 해지고 열심히 노력했습니다
아니 문신 내가하고 싶지 않아
난 그냥 수 없습니다.
상처 받어, 나
그리고 난 정말 친구를 많이하지 않습니다.
난 단지 사람들이 나를 가까이하게
그들을 관찰 후.
그래서 내가 무엇을 할 수 있습니까?
오직 미래의 내 영혼의 동반자 희망
내 끝없는 문제를 마음 ... 나던

BAD case of issomia

gonna\ die frm this if this carry one.couldnt sleep at night and slept like a pig for several hours straight in daylight.my condition is definitely suitable for living in US.HOW i wish i could study there.everything was almost perfect.NICE weather,boys,ppl,sch n all sorts.i always wanted to study over there.curious on how things would go.maybe,it all not so bad afterall.longing for boys saying they havent met u in sch and start chatting u up was sth i would like to experience.but given my skin condition,i'd better not get my hopes too high lest i fall too hard.but i'm curious on who'll be the one for me.the guy whose name start with the letter S.HMM..life is interesting after all...

wish list

gonna start saving now.got a wishlist containing stuff that i would like to have.well,gotta save lots of money==gotta work for my dad wth all those admin stuff although it dosent really pay well,at least i have some money to last me through;0

HAIZ

bored,bored,bored so i came up wth a poem.not bad huh?

thee couldnt sleep at night
and thee blame the light.

but light isnt a problem
for thee is a problem
thee is unable to sleep even though
thee brain will thee to sleep.


so thee is totally bored for there's nth for thee to do==

WO:)

time really flies...it gonna be friday soon.not sure if i will forget my time in s1-5.gonna bring my camera on that last day.gonna take lots of pics as memories:)

future?

i sort of been having like future dreams and it's a mixture of good and bad,likewise,horror or comedy:)weird.i took a quiz on fb and it stated that im a wisdom seeker with extraordinary gift..to some of those whom i let them close to me after observing them for quite a while when i first met them,i feel the aura of mystery as if i've known them in my 'previous' life?and we got pretty close together despite the age gap.i'm surely wondering if i truely have an extraordinary gift.to have foretelling dreams.dreams that sometimes i notice that things in class seems familiar.then i rmbed.i've seen it in my dreams...sometings things really do happen like what happen in my dreams.i know im special as i believe everyone is special which each ya with their own gift but what's truely my gift?The ability to foretell certain things?or ability to read ppl like a book?what's mine truely?

BOO?

hi,been quite some time since i last posted my post==im back after my EOY exams.well...i'went on a trip to Sembawang Country club today with the rest of the sec1 ppl.Learn golf.FUN!so cool leh.should go play golf as my hobby in the near future:)but it sort of tiring though.slept the way back sch==n slept for several hours when i got home==dunno if i can sleep tonight==

GRR...Stomach gas?==

does stomach even produce gases?im diagnose with stomach gas+a little of diarrhea==no cold drinks,fried food so on so forth tat wat the doctor said==ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.aiya.a blessing in disguise too cos i didnt need to go for my training.u cant train when u hv stomach problems.u'll end up vomitiing==gtg le:)bye

so annoying

can ppl just do things as they listen like not asking so many ques n irrating someone or rather dont speak so loud?so annoying to just ans ppl repeated ques ,common sense ques or ques i dun no need to even tell them?I FEEL SO ANNOYED!i'm going to put these annoying ppl as my taboo.GRRRRR.how at time i wish they would judt shut their mouth or taped it.

WoA...

today was quite awesome.sneaking out of home without my mum's permission was quite worth it.we took neo prints and went window shopping.could hv bought clothes but there wasnt much time left.so yeah...she and i was on the talking term so everything should be okay for now.since the waves are calm after the storm.

i saw ur blog..

i saw ur blog and saw things u've said.now,let's get this clear..did i even said bad thing about u to other ppl?did i said u're an idiot or so forth,u're the one saying that.n i felt totally disappointed in you.i'm starting to regret that i wrote the lyrics.i asking myself it's the right choice to write the lyrics when i saw ur words.i saw the word,with my name in bold n the word idiot.well,if u really hate me,i dun mind.hate all u want.in the end,whose's cells will die most.i didnt say anything about u here let alone calling u an idiot.i didnt say tat n i didnt mention ur name but u did the oppside of what i did.u wrote my name n called me an idiot,a bitch.how disappointed i am now.

something for someone

well,i created a song lyrics which 'more than word's'by westlife inspired me.i hv to get this done over and i hope she reads it.
here goes..
saying ím sorry,is not the word i want to hear from you
not to say but if you understand.
how easy,it would be to show me how you feel.
more than words
it only you have to do to make it right,
then we could have have been back friends
dun say u're sorry,cos i'd already know..
What would u do,if my heart was sliced in two
more than words
to show me how we'll last,that frienship on the rock
what would you say if i said those words to you,
then you'll understand,how i feel back then
im sorry for what i say,
let's be friends again
now,im truely sorry but both of us are in the wrong..i put myself in ur shoes,i guess u'll feel annoyed but from my point of view,im asking in a nice way so the reply sort of annoyed me.
ya...im not good at expressing myself for music express my feelings so i wrote this lyrics.hope u like it:)

confession %(haha.figure out wat's up wth the %)

a cut on my feet but pratically didnt realise how it got there==that somehow proves my mind wasnt really on eArth these days.well,i figure out that im feeling sort of dissappointed.i feel so dead besides reading books.no once of energy is in my body.i feel so lazy,so weird like something is amiss.i forced a smile but my doggie knows me best..im not myself.i forcing a smile just to hide my true self.it was supposingly to be happy as exams are over but i felt bored.as if the my world turns black and white.everything is so dull...im lacking of something which completes me.the real me..so what's that something may i ask?i got the urge to go to the quiet room where i felt peace and quiet.i felt im communicating with god in my mind.i feels so exhuasted...it's so boring to stay at home but i didnt hv the energy to go out with friends...

Aiya==

I might as well go for hiphop lessons first to destress.I guess perspring might let of my confusion at least for a while.wont even think for cutting myself==Imma maybe going to have my friend(sec 4 now??)accompany me if not im just going to drag Bumboo with me.Anyway,she would need to lose weight:D
Going to search for a cheaper quality dance studio with bumboo on mon!So if everything goes well for me to be a hiphop dancer,u might want to even look forward to my b-boy moves:DD

FIRE in my soul

I sense a confusion in myself for I dunno wat I shall be.But I know there's a fire within me,waiting to release.Fire for dancing and singing I guess that's what you could say.But meanwhile,There's a fire for saving ppl.getting a doctorate and save ppl.tat was my dream ever since my grandma died of cancer.But I'm confuse for the fire in me is getting messy.I've got to sort them out and figure out What I really want to be.Meanwhile,hoping Listen by Beyonce could inspire me and lead me to find my voice...

confession 4

I want to sing,be recognize for my voice but afraid of my mum's opposition against me entering an audition which im still studying...I dunno wat is my goal now,but i bet my mum wants me to become a doctor==.I wanted to become a member of a group in korea but haiz...I wanted to take hiphop to destress in while becoming more comfortable with my body.I wanted to sing but I dunno...For now,should focus on my exams but my mind was somewhere else.I'm thinking ahead.For I need to decide where I should go.Might as well be a doctor who dances and sings.lol.Hai..maybe should forget abt being a star.U hv to be away from ur family most of the times.AIYA..just gonna aim for my doctorate degree.But I'm still in a dilema on which path shall I take.Someone help leh:(

FUN!

I had really,seriously enjoyed the day out as planned:)although things didnt really go according to my plan,the plan was a success!YAY==n I just received 1 present with aumboo which we both hv each other's presents.AIGOOO...tat bumboo n cumboo had like at least 2 presents???Although we didnt took neo prints,we still have erm,pictures taken from the camera n our hearts:)I'm a master of stirring heartstrings
-GAG Concert==

YAY!

Glad things are going well:)tmr is bumboo's bdae:)

ATTITUDES

her attitude seriously sucks.REALLy need to reflect.

krabby pattie's bdae plan

GONNA prepare her present soon;)

MUMMY'S bdae:)

tdy is my mummy's bdae.haha.It's a sunday!perfect.can just sleep till the days ends and go out.I went out to my dad's church friend hse.although it wasnt the first time,i couldnt help but to amuse at the land with 4 super big hse on it.IT was great,but not as great as eating korean food:( nvm.my dad's friend invited my to hv a sleepover after exams,to keep their youngest daughter company.Shall be vy happy then

Eating kpop:) with children day presents. AWESOME!

On saturaday,1st of Oct,
went for tution and sense something's up cos there were lots of foods:P.I had lots of fun when the trainee tutors came to observe us,there's this guy and a female(perfact match)very nice,then me n my tutor talked abt each other about being a devil.lol.Ya,so had lots of fun.After the tution ended,the light went off and here's goes the cakes.THEN ALL THE GOODIES ARRIVES!then I eat,eat,eat and eat,then i receive my present frm my tutor which was a cute cup.==ya,then the guy keeps stuffing food in my bag so my bag got b l o a t e d ==AFTER the eating or so,i went home n went out.THAT'S THE BEST THING I CULD EVER HAD(FOR THE TIME BEING LA)i ate korean BBQ:P and I tell u,it's seriously daebak!with the cold noodles(so refressing:),to the side dishes(so yummy)to the MEAT(waaaaaahhhhhhhhh)of course the cold water too.ALL this are simply AMAZING.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.we even went to ate desert.THE BEST DAY I EVER HAD::::pppppp

confession 3?

Why is everything coming to the end?Whereby everyone,one by one leaves...Well,someday somebody has to leave,no matter who.But isnt the wrong time for tat?Leaving as our exams's approaching seems ridiculous to me.Where will they be when we need them to calm us down?Loving someone wasnt an issue cos there are many types of loves(not the type u're thinking la;im talking abt friendship love).Sometimes we dun show or on the pretext of how to express it.I guess we will learn deeper as we grow...Thanks for the happy memories that you have created for me.
  So,I Would like to dedicate a song by Fiona Fung

Someone else..

Sister Christina is not the one who's leaving the sch too.Our parent volunteer.Mdm Tan,is leaving too:(will not be teaching us again:(tdy is the last lessons together..She bought us food and mirrors.She started writing a msg on the back of the mirror while the 3 of us started doing cards(wl,pat and me),I guess mine is the best cos i wrote lyrics of a song,and wrote a heartfelt msg to her.She was touched.OFCUZ LA.Y?cOs imma a expert in stirring heartstrings0.o.haha.

Sister Christina:(

Today is sister christina's last day.We had plan a programme for her.Although it didnt really went well,we still finish sing 'ýou raise me up'by westlife.Everyone was so sad...i admit that i almost cry but hold it back cos i'm the chairperson.hai...the crying bug pass ard the class.lol.Her prayers really touched my heart as she sincerely spoke every word and her gaze was like 'dont cry'.I will miss sister..although she might be a bit boring,she was a very nice person.wE had a chat the other day when we walked past each other and she told me that i was a special person,a person who could bring joy.She made effort to comment on most of my reflection.tdy when she gave us a piece of leaf each and told us to write a prayer and I did,for her:)i passed it to her after lesson and quickly left.I regret not giving her a hug,telling her on the behalf of our class that we'll miss her...Thanks for everything sister chris...

Nickhun fever?

I'm I having an ear fire?It's it heredity tat nickhun passed it down to me?I didnt koe my earf would turned red.0.o

Bithday wishes;D

I have run out of things to say.So I'm going to tell u my birthday wishes to make up my blank mind.
I would love to have this things;
 -hoodie:)
 -cap/hat (the boyish type,not the girlish one)
 -digital watch
BUT,I rather spend time with my frienz,taking picture with my eyes and camera,store it in my memory and heart so I wont forget the momen")

Weird,Weird and Weirder:?

I'm I that weird?that this kiddo here posting posts is growing weird,weirder and weirdest day by day?But to tell u the truth,'my origin was exactually jupiter.lol

Question?

I HAVE A QUESTION!why do my classmate joked about me being a 6-timer??6 is too much isnt it.hai...But tell u sth,the tr made funny face at me and i did back to him and he laugh.lol?somemore it is during the test.I had finish the test faster than expected i was supposely daydreaming but this face popped up.= =im i that popular??

HI :D

I'm getting real bored as days passes.My life seems dull or rather boring with no excitement or fun.Time is passing real slow but soon,it will be the exam week.HAI...Cant we just ban ExAms??I just wish to experience the life in states and somewhere in a foreign country.I'm sure it will be much better.The AIR is cold,the school life was great(i suppose).I could hv clothings categorise by seasons.and life was good i thought,with boys and the school hours isnt that long with much homework.The house was big,i could have Halloween with my friends,imagine how fun it will be,going round the neighbourhood tricking and treating.after that,we could have a sleptover which we ended the night with ghost stories.Isnt it great to live abroad?nOw i dont feel like staying in Singapore in a girl school:9
   Cant someone tell me what to do?

Confession 2..bieber

I had never really like Justin Bieber but I like his songs which his passion for singing is found.I didn't get to watch his movie or rather biography.Lots of people seems to misunderstood him but after the movie,people seems to understand him a little better,in his perpective.He has grown up as a young man with fine looks and great voice.I'm glad he's a chirstian and is friendly and outgoing.There's a song which I love listening too. He's willing to help those in need. You will feel thankful for his visit on the behalf of those who needed help:)
The link is http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o9tJW9MDs2M&ob=av2e

Sick..

I have been having headaches or rather pains in my head.They didnt last long but it moves from veins to veins?different part of my head started to feel the pain?especially on my left side,near my deaf ear.I wonder if there's anything wrong wif me,forgetting where i had placed my hp.WELL,maybe I have seriously gone nuts.I hv seen my family doctor yesterday afternoon,he was asking how was I doing,and we laugh for a bit but when I told him I had been having pain,he turned serious.He said it might be serious as it could be caused by my long-term asthma(which i didnt koe there's an effect).He then further explained as I had received many treatments which are very strong which why i felt very exhausted each time I had an attack and this medicines sometimes could cause pain?HAHA....

knowing me +confession 1

Knowing me was the last thing you would want to do.I was just a simple girl like everyone else but there's something complicated about me.(which i found out from someone)I dreamt alot probably from what i heard,i might be a deep thinker which i admited myself that I'm one.Something is always on my mind weel,maybe im bored?Someone told me i can be a director or i should be one since i have my own way of thinking.I had always like acting,singing,dancing but there's always this inner thought that makes me feel fear which always happens when I'm suppose to act,sing or dance in front of other people.I was afraid that I wasn't doing a good job and that goes to the mistakes that occur.Someone told me I'm special which i doubt the words.But i guess something about my personality made me different from others.I was a good listener,I sounded mature in the sense i could talk about anything?erm...but I'm playful,mischevious,cheeky,you name it all.Recently have been having some pain in my head and I hv became forgetful...maybe have I gone NUTS??

Introduction

Hi,
    I'm somebody.Today was great although I was dog-tired and wasnt feeling very well when i got home.well,just to share my interests and hobbies:
  -Music
  -Sleeping(im a dreamer)
  -Science
  -observing human
  -chatting with my frienz online and via msg
  -laughing
That's about all?haha.Just to tell you more,I'm a thinker,creative,love being my self:)
   Follow me on my dialy routine.will update you whenever im free;D