22/10

This is suppose to be a happy day which didnt really turn out to be what i wAnted. The bbq being a failed task is pretty enjoyable which seeing mny makes it more fun because his shocked reaction was funny. Almost having an attack was one.good thing i had my puff in my bag.which i planned to play basketball when school ends but i found out a news. Which just extinguishes the happiness i had. I just find it really absurd. Having to find out something just sucks.i's rather be told personally the news.i played very badly during the game.missed the goal every single time.its the worst i've ever played.i just felt so angry,disappointed. Seriously,why must u leave when i'm just getting comfortable with u? Its so damn annoying sia.having to spend time together to find out you're leaving. I dont see any reasons why u must leave.to me,its just so ridiculous.that's why i hate saying goodbye cus its so ridiculous how people come into ur live suddenly and just says they are leaving just like that. I cant cry in front of people which the only way is to cry in one corner.im not the saddest. But probably me and sheyenne will be the saddest among them. For now,i just hope to find a way to contact with one another. I give up of saying goodbye.hai..what a bad day.

BUTTERFLY.

Today elizabeth found a injured butterfly and brought it to our clique (grace,ashley,cheyenne,afiqah,evaline,sabina) during recess.apparently the first thing i did was to observe.its wings are torn or destroyed? Ya.. Found a container n i told them to get leaves yea.. And then recess ended and back in class,joey poke holes on the container to allow it to breathe..yep,joey said she will bring it home and i was fine... Then after school,the container somehow ended up with amanda n they were 'playing' with it.which i told them to put it back.it fell off the third floor and like a helpless creature,it dropped so helplessly.i ran down,picked it up n put it back into the container.genevieve said she will bring it home.i said okay and told her specfically to be careful.i went to return my devices,otw out of the school when vicky shouted(she's part of the clique too) and told me genevieve tried to abandon the butterfly.i went over to the swing,saw the the container being passed around like curious lookers.i told them.if they want to dump it,i rather they give it to me.genevieve said it was hers n she is gonna bring it home.i insisted n she relented.so i brought home the butterfly.in the bus i tried to save it by giving it water. It really help:D now as i type,im in 265 meaning,im able to reach home in around 5 mins my dearest butterfly has been very patient while im.rushing home^^ Kudos! I seriously believe every creature on earth have feelings:) ( ezcluding antsm; they are so annoying!) n i seriously detest that attitude when you say something n do another thing. In this case,i dont trust genevieve due to her characteristics.n im seriously disappointed in joey. Seriously,what do you take animals as?! If you are the butterfly,i gurantee you are not going to like the feelings of being ill-treated like that.so here's the picture of the butterfly whom been very tolerant it has good CORRI values.lolol;) im gonna do my best to save it as this is my integrity:)

Pissed 27/9

Im pissed.very pissed. And in fact offended.i seriously thinks you have a screw or two loose. Must you shout at me when i simply raise my voice telling you guys to lower down your volume? You think i dunno that school was over.i knew that.n im been tolerating you for so long.you been so biased towards people.treating people so good when you like them, and kicked people like me who you detest aside. I dont mind seriously.cuz i've never want to be your friend.and neither do i bother to be your friend. Cus you simply dont deserve my care and concern given your bloody attitude.im already being very nice to you by not even exploding.im practically controlling my temper k.so u better not piss me off.if not u gonna end up crying with nightmares.