DREAM:)

peeps:) i actually dreamt abt him O.o he's funny and nice but he's engaged.better dun think rot cuz i treated him like an older bro:) we play ard sometimes..he like science too,just like me n many more:)we do sometime exchange glances n he do sometimes freak me out wth tat small eyes==we both hv this playful n mischevious side0.o i admit i like him?lol.back to the subject.the dream was sort of like variety show.LOL. LIKE AN OUTINGo.o so appArently,he n ms teo was our teachers.so yeap.we were suppose to solve this puzzle on where ms teo live.so yeap.i solved the first part of it,on which floor she live in.FLOOR 16.then i guessed the next one.i dunno wat it stands for.but it's 62161.lol.THOSE teachers STALKERS! U can go try ur luck.haha.i dunno whether it's relible too.but no harm trying right? so right,i solved the puzzle n i escape the punishment.haha.was doing somersault when he said my ans was correct!hohoho.he spoke to my left ear.lol n so,i get to eat a nice lunch while waiting for the punishment to be brought on to my classmate.lol.like a survival game liddat.haha.BUT right, according to psycologists hor,if u dream of someone,they are thinking of u 0.o i wonder if he really did think of me while i was hving a dream:) well,good though,i havent had this kind of dreams lately for most of them were future dreams one.like firetelling dreams:)

10.12.2011

it wqas suppose to be a happy day.i was looking forward towards seeing the esclispe but a word from them,spoils my mood.i was happy even though i had a little dificulty breathing tdy.my mum warned me to stay away from the dog.wat can i do?i called my dad to tell him my puff was running out and he started lashing out at me.what can i do?now i had finished eating my ice cream with my uncle,still enjoying the aftertaste while holding the dog,my mum came home with my dad.i wasnt happy the moment they open their mouth and started talking.what can i do? im looking for trouble if i started talking back.so i went to the back to wash the dishes.then that idiotic guy went to start lashing out at me again n saying it was the final warning.what can i do? i ignored n continued washing.then i went back to take my phone,jelly looking at me with her worried eyes,lowering her head upon seeing me.that feeling i got.i held it back.then here comes that mum saying all those things abt jelly being given away and blah blah blah.n i broke down,going upstairs n not talking.what can i do? jelly was adopted under their name.their the so-called owners.who was the closest to jelly?it was me.i played with her,did things with her n learned many things from her.but what can i do if they wants to give her away?it was hopeless totally hopeless.they knew jelly was my achilles heel,they used her to make me work on my skin and asthma n it succeeded.now just cuz i made a call to my dad saying my inhaler was running out n telling my mum i had a bit of dificulty brething.they used her to threaten me.fuck off

Dream..

i had a harry porter dream.cool huh.but in my case,it wasnt completely a harry porter dream,well,close.i was feeling really adventurous n there,when i woke up,i found myself feeling the coolness of the breeze,wishing i could be held closely to him.to feel security.well,at that moment,my mind was in USA or somewhere in the northen hemisphere.there goes,geography.hai..

Malacca

Came back from the church trip to malacca.quite boring actually,wasn't really looking forward but well,it was okay anyway.few things that were revolving around me the past few days over there was just plainly;farting,eating,sleeping,bathing,peeing n pooping.haha.quite straightforward but that what I mainly did for the past days.sleeping like a pig the moment my hair was drying up while watching movies.lol.the only fun part was crossing the road,holding hands with one another,running to avoid the cars on the road.that the part I love most,dangerous yet fun.we visited some places near the hotel,came upon this church.peaceful was the word I could only say.Well,nth much to add though.there's one thing! The road is damn bumpy sia.I wonder how in the earth did the residents cope with the road.sian.

USA

Damn,another friend of my is leaving for USA in 19 days== sobs..given my situation now, when can I even get to go USA?! She gets to study there too,meet the boys,go on dates! Geez. Or maybe even meeting Taylor lautner! God damn.I wAnt to exchange my life with hers so I could enjoy== or shall I join kyriel at oregon?! Winter is arriving over there and here am I,in this pathetic country where it's monsoon right now.I don't care le,I'm gonna earn lots of money and emigrate overseas! Somewhere.. where peace is the common word,love the priority and work the routine. Although I'm leaving for malacca in a few hours time,I'm so not really looking forward.not interesting huh.it can be a good break for me though,a time for my DNA tobe repaired.well,I shall see how interesting it can get..see you soon on Monday==

Damn.

I haven't been sleeping well.I would just scratch from midnight till the day breaks.now my skin is a damn,my mum n dad had hinted to me that I'd better get my skin back to normal otherwise,off my doggie she must go:( I love her much as I love my family.she was the only friend in this house whom understands what's goin on. Ever since she came into my life,she was a extremely great companion. Who plays with me,make me laugh,cry and so much more. Thruthfully,there's isn't one of my family members could do so to me.every time I got home,she would be just right there,stretching,wagging her tail at me. I was falling into a maze of love which I had tried not to fall too deep for I know she could be gone any minute. I gotta cherish her.I can't let her go into another home again. She has suffered hunger,loneliness in the hand of her previous owner.she had to overcome the trauma she had after almost knocking down by a car,alone.now she's going to go to anothe family becuz of me,my skin.that damn skin of mine.I'm goin to work by hard to get my skin back into it's original shape so she wouldn't have to leave.well,I hope so. But just u wait,I'll prove how much she mean to me.u'll doin a terrible sin just to separate me and her. Who was to blame for that damn skin?I never wanted to be borned like this. I used to CRY every time wate touches that damn skin but now, I won't cry,not in front of u. U said u could read my mind,but no,u don't.u don't understand ur daughter at all,or so.this doggie whom u adopted,mean so much to me,she gave me lots of which u couldn't do it.
just u wait...