10.12.2011

it wqas suppose to be a happy day.i was looking forward towards seeing the esclispe but a word from them,spoils my mood.i was happy even though i had a little dificulty breathing tdy.my mum warned me to stay away from the dog.wat can i do?i called my dad to tell him my puff was running out and he started lashing out at me.what can i do?now i had finished eating my ice cream with my uncle,still enjoying the aftertaste while holding the dog,my mum came home with my dad.i wasnt happy the moment they open their mouth and started talking.what can i do? im looking for trouble if i started talking back.so i went to the back to wash the dishes.then that idiotic guy went to start lashing out at me again n saying it was the final warning.what can i do? i ignored n continued washing.then i went back to take my phone,jelly looking at me with her worried eyes,lowering her head upon seeing me.that feeling i got.i held it back.then here comes that mum saying all those things abt jelly being given away and blah blah blah.n i broke down,going upstairs n not talking.what can i do? jelly was adopted under their name.their the so-called owners.who was the closest to jelly?it was me.i played with her,did things with her n learned many things from her.but what can i do if they wants to give her away?it was hopeless totally hopeless.they knew jelly was my achilles heel,they used her to make me work on my skin and asthma n it succeeded.now just cuz i made a call to my dad saying my inhaler was running out n telling my mum i had a bit of dificulty brething.they used her to threaten me.fuck off