HIM:) double confirm.another him

he ACCEPTED my FRIEND REQUEST!I WAS LIKE DAMN HAPPY.NO WORD CAN DESCRIBE IT:) didnt koe till sheyenne told me.he havent been on fb for some time.but im still glad we can stalk him:)sheyenne is really my pal:)plus i think we are really lucky cus he only accepted a few sec2s which INCLUDES ME N SHEYENNE^^SO HAPPY:) hope he update his fb soon.hope i dun hv to wait so long;P

him?

we past by without meeting each other's eyes.my classmate said his eyes got smaller o.o haha.but im not that despo luh==not with mr low.heard his doing well:) n was goin to be due for army soon..

DIASTER:(

yesterday was a total war zone.sis was back before her curfew n well i dun really know the exact details but it seems that dad asked her a few ques n my sis sort of agitate him with her words n there goes,a war started== after all of that dad's lecture,everyone's hearts was shutted,refusing to listen to anything,mum went to bathe while the lecture but i could tell,she was sad,tired,disappointed n was the verge to cry but she held it back n on the pretext of bathing,im sure she cried in her showers,silently..i then had a talk with dad n mum,a LONG talk about my views n opinions n im glad they listen without interupting.i spoke the truth.wat my perspective was n they acepted it that this family isnt that strong,loving,close as we seems.mum looked better after her bath n shower does really helps one to feel better.it was 45 minutes past midnight when we finally finish our long chat.i was awake but im not really in the inside.wanted to kiss my sis's forehead but i couldnt cus i couldnt locate her head in the darkness:)LOL but i guess she felt better after a night sleep,same apply to my second sis.dad said some hurting words back there but he was trying lots to control his montrous temper till he was shaking.but i relly glad he tried controlling his temper.being a christain really helps in his behavior:)now sis's curfew is at 11pm.9 more minutes,hope they come home soon,luckily dad went out for some stuffs.shall stop here:)

my eyes:)

i have my junior saying my eyes doesnt look local:) one of them said i look a little of korean n im happy cus i know im aint the same as other girls.im different and i know it,appreciate wat my talents are,the ability to find wat's in a person's eyes.thinking whether he lied or is there a spark of excitement in there:) im glad im me even though my life so far havent been that smooth,well,i still like being me:)

butterfly

he's my form teacher for this year:) a nice guy i must say.he's trying hard to make sure i understand what;s goin on in class since things seems to go at full atern.im grateful for that though.seems like he havent teach a HI before cus he was quite surprise when he found out i cant hear as well as my other classmate do.but i think he being too nice although he's a nice guy.there were a few inccidents though..it was during his lesson.was queing up to enter the art room i met his eyes n it was u know,it sort of gives me the feeling that he sort of likes me?idk but i just felt liddat o.o he's a nice guy though looking out for his class,everyone of us.but i feel kinda sad for him cus he was like often bullied by us.lol.but he didnt mind n im grateful for that.btw,his eyes are pretty brown..but dun think rot.i just think he's a nice guy

wedding dress

listening to this song by taeyang:)awesome much.he played the piano n i played the keyboard.LOL.it's been a long time since i updated my blog n i guess i gonna hv to spam here.im sec 2 now.fast isnt it?nowadays,days seems to pass like airplanes.one blink and a day passes by..in fact im excited n sad?mix feeling.im excited thatthe fact of that im growing up sort of facinates me in a way(cant seem to wait to hv a bf)i think i would make a good gf?those mysterious n curious type.men likes it dun they?men likes to be pampered when they arent feeling well n i think i will do a good job on this?cus i hv this air of responsibility to protect the ones around me.well,yep.wonder whatf kind of man would i get.will leave it to fate.i believe,if u are meant to meet,u'll meet.PLUS i dun believe they will be able to resist my charmsXD well,the thing im sort of sad is that im growing older now.n my childhood wasnt that great.i dun hv lots of nice memories except for the fact that my so called 'best friends'when i was in st nicks only lasted for 2 years==well,getting caned is like my schedule?lol.but i guess,i really learnt my lessons.glad i was made to kneel down outside that night when i was younger.compeition is back again n the thing is that i've sprain my ankle so the natural thing that i will do is to depend on my right leg right?but i guess i over exert it that i got cramps at night==i tot it was a dream,never to expect when i woke up,my right leg was painful.couldnt even walk probably.thks to my aunt's message,i feel better.well.i hv 3 more mins to go before this damn com shut down on me.will update soon asap:)