Tuesday, 31 July 2012

Now.

Now im not so happy with the comment u'd made.its hurtful okay.n given my character,knowing it,u should be able to predict what.my reaction will be.and i tell you,u did an unwise thing by not predicting my reaction when u said it.Nobody ever get away.when they pissed me off.you are not an exception.my tolerance maybe higher towards you but know ur limit dude.step over it and u will get it from.Im not angry or anything.just disappointed that you can even say this.if you dont know my character,there are two reasons why.one is either you really forgot or you didnt even make an effort to understand me.like i said.im not angry or anything.I just find the comment very offensive.and its my natural instinct to react to me.i didnt hit u very hard.if u werent my close friend,u wouldnt even just get a slap on ur back and ignoring.get real k.watch that mouth of yours.u have limit so do i.step over the limit and dont blame me.who even started it first?do i even say that to you?

Wednesday, 25 July 2012

25/7

Dont know what's happening today.i felt soo tired this morning that i dragged myself out of the bed yoday.i didnt even brush my teeth proably.for once since a long time,i felt so weak..my eyes were about to close but i control,telling me to keep awake and not be late for school.so i made it to the bua to school.there once,i sat down,the first thing i did is to settle down and the next minute,i was sleeping.i had this dream but i couldnt remember the details.all i know is that the dream made me to find peace at least a while.time do really pass.reach school but just cant to bring myself to chat happily with my gals.didnt said much for the whole morning.was soo tired that i fell asleep..didnt said anything during lessons no expression too.grace was worried ask if im okau because im not usually like that.ive no confidence.i wonder where my confidence when.i became very uncertained.n tears just swelled up my eyes but i wasnt crying.just tearing..everyone was careful to me today.asking nicely.if im okay.jut nodded my head most of the time.feel pretty fragile today.like a glass.but i was not broken.maybe just mad at my dad.had an arguement with him two nights back.i was very tired.replied him in a tone that he doesnt like.i know he's tired.everyone is..so i didnt really talk to.him..just hi and ok.worried for some people.saying they're ok but they are not.everyone's a little hard time these days.dont blame them.everyone is exhausted and there's exams coming in two weeks.with my birthday clashes with.science.not really confident these days.though i get questions correct,i feel my answer is still wrong.emoing maybe? Probably need a nice hug and sleep.things should better tomorrow:) im okay,just a little tired.still can hang on..