Slept before 11pm n woke up ard midnight due to the itch. Of course i will be scratching and all.putting cream ya. It became really unbearable.went down took an anti-itch(night) pill n.went back up to find mum asking y am i still awake.told her it was very itchy n yes,i took that damn pill and it aint working. I was so desperate to look for long sleaves,pants. Changed n changed. The itch was then really very bad to the point i cried.yea..i cried.cuss at myself n all saying the curse words. First sis look at me like im an alien. Yea. Im one. With the damn ezcema. Mum was worried.obviously.i was scratching so hard n tearing cus i need to stop.but just cant.brought medicine.applied it like layers(i think) so dads became part of the worried ppl. Searching for medicines to stop my itch.ate like 4 pills?! Was afraid that dad would use vinegar. Thank.god he didnt. Hai... Honestly sometimes i dunno why im alive.the world should have just end last year. Had difficulty sleeping but finally slept. N didnt go sch cus i was too freaking tired. N now im coughing n my back aches. Damn.its only the third day of 2013
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