WO:)

time really flies...it gonna be friday soon.not sure if i will forget my time in s1-5.gonna bring my camera on that last day.gonna take lots of pics as memories:)

future?

i sort of been having like future dreams and it's a mixture of good and bad,likewise,horror or comedy:)weird.i took a quiz on fb and it stated that im a wisdom seeker with extraordinary gift..to some of those whom i let them close to me after observing them for quite a while when i first met them,i feel the aura of mystery as if i've known them in my 'previous' life?and we got pretty close together despite the age gap.i'm surely wondering if i truely have an extraordinary gift.to have foretelling dreams.dreams that sometimes i notice that things in class seems familiar.then i rmbed.i've seen it in my dreams...sometings things really do happen like what happen in my dreams.i know im special as i believe everyone is special which each ya with their own gift but what's truely my gift?The ability to foretell certain things?or ability to read ppl like a book?what's mine truely?

BOO?

hi,been quite some time since i last posted my post==im back after my EOY exams.well...i'went on a trip to Sembawang Country club today with the rest of the sec1 ppl.Learn golf.FUN!so cool leh.should go play golf as my hobby in the near future:)but it sort of tiring though.slept the way back sch==n slept for several hours when i got home==dunno if i can sleep tonight==

GRR...Stomach gas?==

does stomach even produce gases?im diagnose with stomach gas+a little of diarrhea==no cold drinks,fried food so on so forth tat wat the doctor said==ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.aiya.a blessing in disguise too cos i didnt need to go for my training.u cant train when u hv stomach problems.u'll end up vomitiing==gtg le:)bye

so annoying

can ppl just do things as they listen like not asking so many ques n irrating someone or rather dont speak so loud?so annoying to just ans ppl repeated ques ,common sense ques or ques i dun no need to even tell them?I FEEL SO ANNOYED!i'm going to put these annoying ppl as my taboo.GRRRRR.how at time i wish they would judt shut their mouth or taped it.

WoA...

today was quite awesome.sneaking out of home without my mum's permission was quite worth it.we took neo prints and went window shopping.could hv bought clothes but there wasnt much time left.so yeah...she and i was on the talking term so everything should be okay for now.since the waves are calm after the storm.

i saw ur blog..

i saw ur blog and saw things u've said.now,let's get this clear..did i even said bad thing about u to other ppl?did i said u're an idiot or so forth,u're the one saying that.n i felt totally disappointed in you.i'm starting to regret that i wrote the lyrics.i asking myself it's the right choice to write the lyrics when i saw ur words.i saw the word,with my name in bold n the word idiot.well,if u really hate me,i dun mind.hate all u want.in the end,whose's cells will die most.i didnt say anything about u here let alone calling u an idiot.i didnt say tat n i didnt mention ur name but u did the oppside of what i did.u wrote my name n called me an idiot,a bitch.how disappointed i am now.

something for someone

well,i created a song lyrics which 'more than word's'by westlife inspired me.i hv to get this done over and i hope she reads it.
here goes..
saying ím sorry,is not the word i want to hear from you
not to say but if you understand.
how easy,it would be to show me how you feel.
more than words
it only you have to do to make it right,
then we could have have been back friends
dun say u're sorry,cos i'd already know..
What would u do,if my heart was sliced in two
more than words
to show me how we'll last,that frienship on the rock
what would you say if i said those words to you,
then you'll understand,how i feel back then
im sorry for what i say,
let's be friends again
now,im truely sorry but both of us are in the wrong..i put myself in ur shoes,i guess u'll feel annoyed but from my point of view,im asking in a nice way so the reply sort of annoyed me.
ya...im not good at expressing myself for music express my feelings so i wrote this lyrics.hope u like it:)

confession %(haha.figure out wat's up wth the %)

a cut on my feet but pratically didnt realise how it got there==that somehow proves my mind wasnt really on eArth these days.well,i figure out that im feeling sort of dissappointed.i feel so dead besides reading books.no once of energy is in my body.i feel so lazy,so weird like something is amiss.i forced a smile but my doggie knows me best..im not myself.i forcing a smile just to hide my true self.it was supposingly to be happy as exams are over but i felt bored.as if the my world turns black and white.everything is so dull...im lacking of something which completes me.the real me..so what's that something may i ask?i got the urge to go to the quiet room where i felt peace and quiet.i felt im communicating with god in my mind.i feels so exhuasted...it's so boring to stay at home but i didnt hv the energy to go out with friends...

Aiya==

I might as well go for hiphop lessons first to destress.I guess perspring might let of my confusion at least for a while.wont even think for cutting myself==Imma maybe going to have my friend(sec 4 now??)accompany me if not im just going to drag Bumboo with me.Anyway,she would need to lose weight:D
Going to search for a cheaper quality dance studio with bumboo on mon!So if everything goes well for me to be a hiphop dancer,u might want to even look forward to my b-boy moves:DD

FIRE in my soul

I sense a confusion in myself for I dunno wat I shall be.But I know there's a fire within me,waiting to release.Fire for dancing and singing I guess that's what you could say.But meanwhile,There's a fire for saving ppl.getting a doctorate and save ppl.tat was my dream ever since my grandma died of cancer.But I'm confuse for the fire in me is getting messy.I've got to sort them out and figure out What I really want to be.Meanwhile,hoping Listen by Beyonce could inspire me and lead me to find my voice...

confession 4

I want to sing,be recognize for my voice but afraid of my mum's opposition against me entering an audition which im still studying...I dunno wat is my goal now,but i bet my mum wants me to become a doctor==.I wanted to become a member of a group in korea but haiz...I wanted to take hiphop to destress in while becoming more comfortable with my body.I wanted to sing but I dunno...For now,should focus on my exams but my mind was somewhere else.I'm thinking ahead.For I need to decide where I should go.Might as well be a doctor who dances and sings.lol.Hai..maybe should forget abt being a star.U hv to be away from ur family most of the times.AIYA..just gonna aim for my doctorate degree.But I'm still in a dilema on which path shall I take.Someone help leh:(

FUN!

I had really,seriously enjoyed the day out as planned:)although things didnt really go according to my plan,the plan was a success!YAY==n I just received 1 present with aumboo which we both hv each other's presents.AIGOOO...tat bumboo n cumboo had like at least 2 presents???Although we didnt took neo prints,we still have erm,pictures taken from the camera n our hearts:)I'm a master of stirring heartstrings
-GAG Concert==

YAY!

Glad things are going well:)tmr is bumboo's bdae:)

ATTITUDES

her attitude seriously sucks.REALLy need to reflect.

krabby pattie's bdae plan

GONNA prepare her present soon;)

MUMMY'S bdae:)

tdy is my mummy's bdae.haha.It's a sunday!perfect.can just sleep till the days ends and go out.I went out to my dad's church friend hse.although it wasnt the first time,i couldnt help but to amuse at the land with 4 super big hse on it.IT was great,but not as great as eating korean food:( nvm.my dad's friend invited my to hv a sleepover after exams,to keep their youngest daughter company.Shall be vy happy then

Eating kpop:) with children day presents. AWESOME!

On saturaday,1st of Oct,
went for tution and sense something's up cos there were lots of foods:P.I had lots of fun when the trainee tutors came to observe us,there's this guy and a female(perfact match)very nice,then me n my tutor talked abt each other about being a devil.lol.Ya,so had lots of fun.After the tution ended,the light went off and here's goes the cakes.THEN ALL THE GOODIES ARRIVES!then I eat,eat,eat and eat,then i receive my present frm my tutor which was a cute cup.==ya,then the guy keeps stuffing food in my bag so my bag got b l o a t e d ==AFTER the eating or so,i went home n went out.THAT'S THE BEST THING I CULD EVER HAD(FOR THE TIME BEING LA)i ate korean BBQ:P and I tell u,it's seriously daebak!with the cold noodles(so refressing:),to the side dishes(so yummy)to the MEAT(waaaaaahhhhhhhhh)of course the cold water too.ALL this are simply AMAZING.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.we even went to ate desert.THE BEST DAY I EVER HAD::::pppppp