Dont know what's happening today.i felt soo tired this morning that i dragged myself out of the bed yoday.i didnt even brush my teeth proably.for once since a long time,i felt so weak..my eyes were about to close but i control,telling me to keep awake and not be late for school.so i made it to the bua to school.there once,i sat down,the first thing i did is to settle down and the next minute,i was sleeping.i had this dream but i couldnt remember the details.all i know is that the dream made me to find peace at least a while.time do really pass.reach school but just cant to bring myself to chat happily with my gals.didnt said much for the whole morning.was soo tired that i fell asleep..didnt said anything during lessons no expression too.grace was worried ask if im okau because im not usually like that.ive no confidence.i wonder where my confidence when.i became very uncertained.n tears just swelled up my eyes but i wasnt crying.just tearing..everyone was careful to me today.asking nicely.if im okay.jut nodded my head most of the time.feel pretty fragile today.like a glass.but i was not broken.maybe just mad at my dad.had an arguement with him two nights back.i was very tired.replied him in a tone that he doesnt like.i know he's tired.everyone is..so i didnt really talk to.him..just hi and ok.worried for some people.saying they're ok but they are not.everyone's a little hard time these days.dont blame them.everyone is exhausted and there's exams coming in two weeks.with my birthday clashes with.science.not really confident these days.though i get questions correct,i feel my answer is still wrong.emoing maybe? Probably need a nice hug and sleep.things should better tomorrow:) im okay,just a little tired.still can hang on..
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