knowing me +confession 1

Knowing me was the last thing you would want to do.I was just a simple girl like everyone else but there's something complicated about me.(which i found out from someone)I dreamt alot probably from what i heard,i might be a deep thinker which i admited myself that I'm one.Something is always on my mind weel,maybe im bored?Someone told me i can be a director or i should be one since i have my own way of thinking.I had always like acting,singing,dancing but there's always this inner thought that makes me feel fear which always happens when I'm suppose to act,sing or dance in front of other people.I was afraid that I wasn't doing a good job and that goes to the mistakes that occur.Someone told me I'm special which i doubt the words.But i guess something about my personality made me different from others.I was a good listener,I sounded mature in the sense i could talk about anything?erm...but I'm playful,mischevious,cheeky,you name it all.Recently have been having some pain in my head and I hv became forgetful...maybe have I gone NUTS??