Lots of things was going through my mind today.i've failed as a friend.i feel so helpless.unable to do anything.it took me soo long to see that she is suffering.not gonna who cus i want to keep it private.she is only 14 this year.n she've been going through so much..crying was her only solution and hurting her hand came as natural.she hasnt been sleeping..crying to sleep was the only solution on an sleepless night.But,she fooled everyone..including me..she look so happy you know..and it really amazing how she can put on a smile when she is suffering.i been through some tough situations,she had been through worse. Her mum is a total bitch.her bro is an asshole.only her dad was protecting her but he is too..powerless.money earned all went to his wife.got scolded by her mum for ages,for something she didnt even do.that is seriously very accusing.her mum obviously played favortism on her asshole brother.givi g him 200 bucks per week and 15 bucks for her per week.out of the 15 bucks she was given,she has to save 10 bucks.cus she wasnt given any money otherwise.if she wants to go out,she has to use her money.that is totally ridiculous.its no wonder why she prefer our male teachers in school rather than her own brother.she had been through so much.n as a friend.i took so long to realise and i cant even do anything to help.the only thing i can do for her is to keep an eye on her,not letting her hurt herself.i made her promise to tell me everything and she has to let me share her suffering too.we made a pact,we would cry together whenever she need me.so if i disappear,you knw what im doing.probably crying.this girl made me cry.haiz..
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