I feel so guilty.if i hadnt suggest cycling towards the end for 10 mins n then uturn back to return the bikes,jh wouldnt have met with an accident.he wouldnt had fell,substain a fractured wrist and stiches on his knee.he wouldnt have to suffer pain if i had listen and cycled back.i was shaking,very very shocked to see him lying on the ground,bleeding.i tried to control.i'd wanted to help,i knew how to.but i couldnt do anything because im terrified.i was scared i would even make things worse.i was trembling when i tried to make the call.my voice was shaky.everything happen so fast.i had many feelings going through me.yes,i appeared very calm but deep inside was a total chaos.in the ambulance,i was trembling.very afraid tat i drop the bag n the paramedic has to stop the car so to pick up the bag.things could have become worse if i delay the ambulance.if it wasnt because of my stupid decision,he would be eating at home happily telling his mom n dad how happy he was,instead of having his arm in cast for 1 1/2 months.even though i made sure he was okay and everything,it doesnt lessen my guilt.i owe him one.sorry jh..imfeelingsoguilty...
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