These days..

Have been hving mix feelings and anger was the thing.every time as i try control my feelings,tears flow down my cheeks,damn and for a person whose anger always subsides after listening music,music hasnt really hv any effect on me.sleep hasnt been helping much too since i cant sleep everytime im angry right?so,im currently depend on variety shows,frankly,it has help me the most.another way is to bury myself in the world of books,that's y been asking ruixuan n van to lend me books n van still hsvent reply==im guess everyone is vy tired too which is totally normal.even i whose playful side subsides whenever im tired.but everyone is trying their best to lsst till the last day of school,they enourage themselves and were happy in school as they try their best,that's the whole happy thing cus everyone is happy.But, must be a party spoiler,to tell u the truth,im really angry.wth must you spoil someone's mood affecting the rest?and the worse thing is tat my mum is also include in this.it takes just 2 person to spoil my whole mood and the rest of my days.im sensitive can,can u be respectful when u talk.not just becus u are my senior.so what,i dun care.to me,everyone is the same n im a human beings too k.pls think of my feelings before u talk.yes,i can hold back my anger and fool everyone but given a chance,u wouldnt want to see me getting angry cus that will be last thing u want to see.seriously,my heart hsdnt been tough enough to withstand tat kind of anger if u agitate me,so,shut ur mouth.
P.s im seriously looking towards the holidays,cus that will be the time im able to chill.for now i need to bury myself in books n shut my world down.EMERGENCY SHUT DOWN xD so if u find me ignoring u,u knw what to do,dont disturb