to my stalker:)

my day hasnt been good.what i can say now is that my personal life is of thatf messed up n i dun even know how to handle it.drained both mentally n physically why cant she understand thatf real me?it seriously hard to be strong on the outside while ur true self is an fragile image.i loath the real me but it also comforted me thatf im arent heartless or anything.i cried at home today for i feel my life,now is damn fucked up by thatf one person well,partly school life.its compeition period ad im alr fucking enough tired with school n all n there she was,talking behind my back as if im invisble.though i cant hear,my gut feeling isnt to be taken lightyly off.i dare tell her im a practical person.if i had done sth wrong to agitate someone,though i dont say sorry in person n rightaway,i did in letters right.im alr trying my best to make up what i did during camp corri.im totally stress out.damn no one would want to see me being angry.im serious.ask my stalker how scary i was